Ad\u0131m Seher. \u0130ran\u2019da do\u011fdum ve b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm. \u0130slami gereklilikleri yerine getiren e\u011fitimli ve dindar bir aileye mensubum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn babam i\u015ften eve geldi ve oturma odas\u0131na ge\u00e7ip yeme\u011fin haz\u0131r olmas\u0131n\u0131 beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Annem ona seslendi\u011finde babam\u0131n k\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti. Kom\u015fulardan ve arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan yard\u0131m istedi, babam\u0131 do\u011fruca hastaneye g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Elimizdeki b\u00fct\u00fcn kaynaklar\u0131 kulland\u0131k ama hi\u00e7bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmedi. Doktorlar duruma hi\u00e7bir a\u00e7\u0131klama getiremiyordu ve onu nas\u0131l tedavi edeceklerini bilmiyorlard\u0131. Babam aylarca bu \u015fekilde evde kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
One day, while my mom was walking outside, she met one of my\ndad’s friends who didn’t live in that city anymore. That friend had moved to a\ndifferent country because of being persecuted in that region for being a\nChristian. My mom told him about dad’s situation, who was already in bed for 50\ndays without any movement. She also told him how the doctors could not do\nanything about it and that the only thing he had was his breath.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam\u0131 bir s\u00fcredir g\u00f6rmemi\u015f olan adam \u00e7ok kibar bir \u015fekilde bir doktor arkada\u015f\u0131yla birlikte evimize gelip gelemeyece\u011fini sordu. Annem onu davet ettikten sonra tedirginlik i\u00e7inde beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On the next day, my father’s friend came to visit; after\ngreeting my mom my brother and myself, he went straight to dad’s room where he\nlay motionless. Mom found it strange that he came by himself as he promised to\nbring a friend who is a doctor, but she did not say anything. While in the room\nhe approached my father and powerfully prayed, crying out to the doctor of\ndoctors to touch and restore his friend’s health. The room door had a gap and I\nwas 4 year-old, I stood there watching everything that was happening inside the\nroom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam duas\u0131n\u0131 bitirdikten sonra bize veda ederken ben odaya bak\u0131yordum ve o s\u0131rada babam\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde k\u0131m\u0131ldand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u201cBabam hareket ediyor,\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Herkes \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7inde yata\u011fa bak\u0131yordu; tekrar odaya girdiklerinde babam normal hareketlerine geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda birka\u00e7 soru sordu ve birka\u00e7 saat sonra normal hayat\u0131na d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Hasta oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlam\u0131yordu. Ailedeki herkes b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7indeydi. Bu nas\u0131l olmu\u015ftu? Ne olmu\u015ftu? Bu Tanr\u0131 kimdi? Bu Tanr\u0131\u2019y\u0131 nerede bulabilirdik?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam bize her \u015feyin yarat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olan Tanr\u0131\u2019y\u0131; doktorlar\u0131n doktoru, Rab\u2019lerin Rab\u2019bi ve Kurtar\u0131c\u0131 olan Hazreti \u0130sa\u2019y\u0131 (\u0130sa Mesih) anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We looked for a Bible in our city but there were no Bibles\nin our language. Bibles were prohibited in our country. So, my dad’s friend\nlived in Lebanon and gave us a Bible in Arabic. We did not speak Arabic, then\nmy father started learning Arabic because he was thirsty to learn about the God\nof the Bible, the God who healed him. He studied and learned Arabic, started\nstudying his own Bible. For we studied the Bible secretly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f hik\u00e2yelerini, \u0130srail halk\u0131n\u0131n kurtulu\u015funu ve \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n ha\u00e7 \u00fczerinde kendini feda edi\u015fini okuyan erkek karde\u015fim Kutsal Kitap\u2019ta buldu\u011fu huzur ve vaatler kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7indeydi. Yeni dinini, yeni inanc\u0131n\u0131 ve ruhsal konulara ili\u015fkin yeni anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 arkada\u015flar\u0131yla payla\u015fmak istiyordu. Fakat bize bunu yapmamam\u0131z gerekti\u011fi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc yeni inanc\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ba\u015fkalar\u0131yla payla\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ok tehlikeli oldu\u011fu, inanc\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 gizli tutmam\u0131z gerekti\u011fi s\u00f6ylenmi\u015fti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn korkusunu yenen erkek karde\u015fim arkada\u015flar\u0131yla konu\u015fmaya karar verdi. Onlara bizim Kutsal Kitap \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ve her \u015feyin yarat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olan, sorunlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6nemseyen, sevgi dolu, harika ve merhametli bir Tanr\u0131 olan ba\u015fka bir Tanr\u0131\u2019yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlatt\u0131. Ancak arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan baz\u0131lar\u0131 bunu ailelerine anlat\u0131nca olay polise bildirildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Polis erkek karde\u015fimi ve Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131 aramak i\u00e7in eve geldi\u011finde annem yemek yap\u0131yordu. Polisin geldi\u011fini g\u00f6ren annem Kutsal Kitap\u2019\u0131 f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine saklayarak hayatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kurtard\u0131. H\u0131ristiyan oldu\u011fumuzu \u00f6\u011frenselerdi hepimiz \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
16 ya\u015f\u0131nda olan karde\u015fim bilmedi\u011fimiz bir yere g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc ve \u00fc\u00e7 ay boyunca i\u015fkenceye maruz kald\u0131. Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde di\u015flerini ve hapishanede verilen say\u0131s\u0131z elektrik \u015fokundan dolay\u0131 haf\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti. S\u0131rf arkada\u015flar\u0131na Tanr\u0131\u2019y\u0131 Baba ve \u0130sa\u2019y\u0131 da Kurtar\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olarak tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in eve travmalar ve kafas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7mi\u015fe dair g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerle d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bunca zulm\u00fc ve ac\u0131y\u0131 inanc\u0131n\u0131 arkada\u015flar\u0131yla payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
We couldn’t find any help in the country, so some people\nadvised us to send him for treatment in Europe, this what happened, and we got\nnews that he died few months later. We believed that despite all the pain and\nall the suffering, there is a loving Father who is taking care of us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ailemiz, ailenin geri kalan\u0131ndan \u00e7ok uzakta ya\u015famaya mecbur kald\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k H\u0131ristiyan olmu\u015flard\u0131, aile \u0130slam\u2019a kar\u015f\u0131 geldikleri i\u00e7in onlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeye yemin etmi\u015fti. Bu y\u00fczden 1300 km uza\u011fa gitmek zorunda kald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
During my high school time and as a teenager I had many\nquestions, once in school I questioned something about the Qur’an, a part that\nI didn’t think was right. I was immediately warned by my teacher that the\nQur’an should never be questioned. After few months I again questioned\nsomething in the Qur’an. The teacher immediately called the police and asks\nthem to take me. They took me to a secret place, where I found myself inside a\nvery dark room without any windows. I remembers with a lot of pain how every\nday a bad man would come in the room, cursed, insulted and tortured me. One day\nthey shaved my hair. This is one of the most humiliating things in my country\nfor the hair is the woman’s honor and a hairless woman is excluded from\nsociety.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ba\u015fka bir g\u00fcn t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6kt\u00fcler, ba\u015fka bir a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lama ve daha fazla \u0131st\u0131rap, ama b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar olurken sadece Tanr\u0131\u2019ya g\u00fcvendim, bu b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lamaya ve fiziksel ac\u0131ya dayanabilmek i\u00e7in O\u2019ndan bana huzur ve inan\u00e7 vermesini, y\u00fcre\u011fimi kutsanm\u0131\u015f bir umutla doldurmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim. Tanr\u0131\u2019ya g\u00fcvendim ve Tanr\u0131 benim hayat\u0131m\u0131 korudu. Tanr\u0131ma ve Kurtar\u0131c\u0131 \u0130sa Mesih\u2019e sad\u0131k kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My family paid a very expensive bail to release me. When I returned home, the police take my passport and stamp it, which means I can no longer study and work. The only solution my family saw is to leave the country, I ended up traveling by bus to a far away country. I didn’t know where to go, whom I will meet, but I know there is a Heavenly Father who takes care of me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O \u00fclkede \u00e7ok zor zamanlar ge\u00e7irdim. Param yoktu, yard\u0131m istedim, kimse yard\u0131m etmek istemedi. Sonra akl\u0131ma TV\u2019de izledi\u011fim, orada ya\u015fayan bir past\u00f6r geldi. Bende telefon numaras\u0131 vard\u0131, onu arad\u0131m ve hik\u00e2yemi anlatt\u0131m. Bana \u00f6zel bir yere gitmemi s\u00f6yledi. Orada ya\u015farken baz\u0131 inanl\u0131larla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, birlikte Kutsal Kitap \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Sava\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca \u00fclkeyi terk etmem gerekti. Nereye gidece\u011fimi bilmiyordum. Tanr\u0131, Ortado\u011fu\u2019dan \u00e7\u0131kmam i\u00e7in yolu a\u00e7t\u0131. Tanr\u0131\u2019ya \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun, vaftiz oldu\u011fum o g\u00fcn\u00fc asla unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdi \u00f6\u011frenciyim, teoloji okuyorum. M\u00fcjde\u2019yi insanlar\u0131mla payla\u015fmak istiyorum ki onlar da Rabbim ve Kurtar\u0131c\u0131m olan \u0130sa Mesih\u2019i \u00f6\u011frensinler. \u0130sa Mesih\u2019in izinden gitmek O\u2019nun ac\u0131lar\u0131na ortak olmakt\u0131r. Yine de O\u2019nun benim i\u00e7in d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kan, bug\u00fcn benim O\u2019nun i\u00e7in yapabilece\u011fim herhangi bir \u015feyden \u00e7ok daha k\u0131ymetlidir. Ve bir g\u00fcn, \u0130sa d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde karde\u015fim ve ben yeni bedenlerimize kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n<\/body><\/html>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
My name is Sahar; I was born and raised in Iran. I come from an educated and religious family, that value and perform the Islamic duties. One day my father came home from work, sits in the living room and waits for dinner. When my mom called him, she notices that he is motionless. My mom called the neighbors and friends for help, and then he was taken to the hospital. All our resources available were used, but nothing has […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3241,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1850","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-stories"],"yoast_head":"\n